" as for me, my life is already being pured out on the altar, the hour of my departure is upon. I have run the great race, i have finished the course, i have kept the faith. and now there awaits me the garland of righteousness which the lord. the righteous Judge, will award to me on the great day, and not to me alone, but all who have set their hearts on his coming appearance.:"
Kira kira apa yah kata pertama loe loe pada kalo tau ternyata selama ini kehidupan loe is such a lie… all that u have believe.. all that u loVe… is all a lie…
Dalam 2 jam gua berubah semua hidup gua.. and mengetahui kebenaran….
kadang2 emang kebenaran itu menyakitkan.. kadang gua pengen ga tau aja deh kebenaran itu apaan..
but… bukankah ini hidup dan kita memang harus mencari kebenAran itu..
so.. life must go On.. i’ve forgive… but not forgot…
Napa yah mesti bentak2? Napa si mesti kasar? Nah itu 2 pertanyaan paling sering gua dnger belakangan ini… Padahal gua ga ngerasa bentak or.. kasar….
kadang2 kita kagak nyadar sih kalo sebenernya bagaimana sih sikap kita ke orang laen…
gua ampe nanya ama temen2… apa emang gua gitu yah? dan jawaban mereka.. yah emang loe gitu!
hehehe
jadi pada kesimpulannya emang gua galak dan gua kasar.. yah maapin deh orang kasar ini..
kadang2 cara kita bicara or cara kita mengungkapkan sesuatu itu ga sesuai dengan penerimaan orang laen…
tapi apakah hal itu harus membuat kita jadi semakin berantem or ribuT? gua rasa ga deh.. yang penting adaLah permasalahannya…
coz….. ini adalah gua dan itu adalah dikau….
u r u… and me is me!… perbedaan itu ada….
nah itulah dimana cinta bekerja.. menyatukan yang berbeda dan membedakan yang sama…..
nah lho bingung yah…
menurut gua… kalo emang ada cinta…… biarkan cinta itu yang mengtranslate bahasa kasar gua jadi bahasa yang halus.. Cos… agak susah merubaH sesuatu Yang udah 25 taun gua bawa kemana2 itu sifat….
jadi.. why dont we all.. accept eacH otHers…. the way the are…
LOve U all..
Ini buku yang bagus sih.. cuman isinya gitu2 aja sebenernya.. yah tentang gimana sih co… dan gimana sih sebenernya ce..
kadang2 gua sebagai co tuh ga ngerti apa sih sebenernya maunya ce… jangankan ce.. gua aja kagak ngerti sebenernya mau gua apa yah? tapi emang ternyata cara pemikiran co itu berbeda bukan maen dengan seorang ce..
yah pengalaman gua ngajar di ASEKMA DB aja cukup mengajarkan betapa susahnya memindahkan jalan pikiran seorang co ke ce ce yang gua ajarin.. susah bener….
and ini sebuah fakta… WANITA GA SUKA BACA!!!
heheh emang lucu sebenernya .. padahal semua yang gua ajarin itu .. yaitu office. sebenernya kuncinya adalah MEMBACA.. tapi emang sulit bagi mereka kali yah
but…. itu lagi gua coba tanamin ke diri mereka… and satu hal lagi bagi para wanita…
come on.. mandirilah…. jangan cuman mau jadi pajangan aja….
ok?!
God Bless
****** This Is A Song For My Long LoNG way Friend There*********
How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up on the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melodies
Oh, see there beyond the hills
The bright colours of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us just to fall in love
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And that your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I’ll give to you every part of me
Dont We All? Kemaren gua diajak ngobrol ama satu mas mas gitu deh di EF.. tentang banyaknya pengemis di JKt ini.. and betapa bodohnya si SBY itu membuat negara kita menjadi negara Pengemis dengan bantuan langsung tunainya.. jadi orang2 indo disuruh jadi pengemis.. minta2 ama kepala desa ama lurah !!!!
tapi gua mikir2… bukankah kita semua? dont we all?? adalah peminta2 dalam hidup kita?
dimana kita masih meminta perhatian sesama kita.. kalo ga dapet…. stress…
meminta kasih sayang dari pasangan kita.. dari orang tua kita.. dari mana aja
meminta pengakuan dari orang2 sekitar kita.. kalo bisa dari smua orang di dunia…
lalu apa bedanya kita dari pengemis2 itu? Apakah beda kita karna kita lebih kaya?? lebih wangi?? lebih bersih? lebih berpendidikan???
Kayaknya sih itu ga cukup…. karna emang kita dalam hidup kita … adalah seorang pengemis.. deep down.. coba kita pikir.. apakah kita bukan?? hehhe
Bingung yah.. gua ada baca.. buku" 5 cm".. good Book.. manusia yang hebat adalah manusia yang berguna bagi sesamanya.. kita harus bisa mengubah diri kita dari seorang pengemis.. menjadi seorang pembagi… kayak Yesus aja dulu
dia ga mengemis perhatian…. duit.. dan laen laen
tapi dia yang membagikan.. perhatian dan ilmunya bagi orang laen.. itu yang harus kita tUju,… AMEN>> doain gua supaya bisa gitu yeh…
God Bless
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you’ll never know
Just what your worth
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
You cut me down a tree and brought it back to me
and that’s what made me see where I was going wrong
You put me on a shelf and kept me for yourself
I can only blame myself, you can only blame me
and I could write a song a hundred miles long
Well that’s where I belong and you belong with me
and I could write it down or spread it all around
Get lost and then get found or swallowed in the sea
You put me on a line and hung me out to dry
Darling that’s when I decided to go to see you
You cut me down to size and opened up my eyes
Made me realize what I could not see
and I could write a book, the one they’ll say that shook the world
and then it took, it took it back from me
and I could write it down and spread it all around
Get lost and then get found and you’ll come back to me
Not swallowed in the sea
Oohhhhh Ahhhhhh
and I could write a song a hundred miles long
Well that’s where I belong and you belong with me
The streets you’re walking on, a thousand houses long
Well that’s where I belong and you belong with me
Oh what good is it to live with nothing left to give
Forget but not forgive, not loving all you see
Oh the streets you’re walking on a thousand houses long
Well that’s where I belong and you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea
You belong with me, not swallowed in the sea
Yeah you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea.
The
Scientist
Martin/Berryman/Buckland/Champion.
2001©coldplay
Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry,
You don’t know how lovely you are,
I had to find you, tell you I need ya,
And tell you I set you apart,
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start,
Running in circles, coming in tails,
Heads on a science apart,
Nobody said it was easy,
It’s such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard,
Oh take me back to the start
I
was just guessing at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart,
Questions of science, science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart,
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me,
Oh and I rush to the start,
Running in circles, chasing tails,
Coming back as we are
Nobody
said it was easy,
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard,
I’m going back to the start
Yellow (Taken from
"Parachutes")
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called
"Yellow."
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.
I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I’d bleed myself dry for you,
I’d bleed myself dry.
It’s true, look how they shine for
you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do
